I've been also sad these past days. I have been arguing with my mom and I even if I always try really hard to not feel this way, always the feeling of "I really don't want to be here" comes back. Yesterday I was crying really hard on my bed really confused with my feelings. I was remembering things and times in brazil, like when we where in Saquarema and Ivana got really really drunk haha, or when I was at my house hearing the noises or the rain, the birds, the insects and the monkeys, the nature always around me. And now I couldn't resist myself of watching some pictures...
our hot and sweaty nights because it was quente par caralho
My last açai
Anyway, I know that I'm a strange girl and there are times for me where the sadness invades my body and as hard as I try I can't take it away from me. But then there are those nice moments where I really enjoy life, so I think I'll just let it happen. "Let it be"
Now I have been going to the gym everyday for two ours and my body really hurst everywhere. But I feel great. Also Ive been trying to eat as healthy as I can and take care of me and my body.
Here is a song that I have been hearing to a lot lately. I imagine my life like a movie, sexy and happy scenes with someone, or dancing on a party, or laying on a sunny field with flowers... this is a lovely song.
http://youtu.be/wmakOt65At4
Now I have been going to the gym everyday for two ours and my body really hurst everywhere. But I feel great. Also Ive been trying to eat as healthy as I can and take care of me and my body.
Here is a song that I have been hearing to a lot lately. I imagine my life like a movie, sexy and happy scenes with someone, or dancing on a party, or laying on a sunny field with flowers... this is a lovely song.
http://youtu.be/wmakOt65At4
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